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by sarah
30 Apr 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 9097

Re: Is this the end?

The worst part of this for me is thinking that I did not really meet God after all, I remember feeling so relieved that my search had ended and now I am anxious again x100! Was it God or not? I really don't know, so I guess not?! You are the first person on this forum to express exactly what I feel...
by sarah
29 Apr 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Mukhri Mata funding
Replies: 83
Views: 10736

Re: MukriMata

Sakaash, My experience is limited to being part of a local branch of the BKs in the UK and my only dealings with the senior sisters were at various events. I never got as far as the inner circle to deal with them directly. However I did get to the point where I was regularly taking out large sums of...
by sarah
29 Apr 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 9097

Re: Is this the end?

Sakaash, I have been moved by your plight Sakaash and I just want you to know that you are not alone - I left the BK'S about two months ago now, and it still hurts like hell. I was going to post a similar thread because the void is just very painful. Listen to Mr Green and ex-l because they have bee...
by sarah
16 Apr 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Having a partner, getting married & becoming a mum, dad etc
Replies: 68
Views: 9906

Re: Having a partner, getting married & becoming a mum, dad etc

To Enlightened: Thank God for your courage and for accepting your own ability and potential for enlightenment. It has saved you. Here, here Paul That was a really moving and heartfelt opening thread Enlightened and comments from pro-BKs such as you should be grateful for your upbringing are just no...
by sarah
15 Apr 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Who are the 'Ex-BKs'? Moment of Reflection
Replies: 19
Views: 2691

Re: Who are the 'ex-BK's' Moment of Reflection

Firstly, Alladin, I could not have put it better myself. Secondly, Bansy, this is the problem with labels really. I just cannot identify myself as an 'EX BK', but it was the only identity from the list that was most appropriate. I think most people who leave the BKs would rather be known as anything...
by sarah
14 Apr 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Who are the 'Ex-BKs'? Moment of Reflection
Replies: 19
Views: 2691

Re: Who are the 'ex-BK's' Moment of Reflection

Hi, Enlightened, thought I would cut and paste my own post on the other thread so as to get the ball rolling so to speak! Who are the ex-BKs - Moment of reflection. EX-BKs are real effort makers EX-BKs are the real seekers of truth EX-BKs can distinguish fact from fiction EX-BKs were once dedicated ...
by sarah
14 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Who are "The BKs" ? Moment of reflection
Replies: 28
Views: 3431

Re: Who are "The BKs" ? Moment of reflection

Who are the EX-BKs - Moment of reflection. EX-BKs are real effort makers EX-BKs are the real seekers of truth EX-BKs can distinguish fact from fiction EX-BKs were once dedicated BKs who wanted to know too much EX-BKS should possibly carry a government health warning (only joking!!! :mrgreen: ) Sarah
by sarah
14 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Who are "The BKs" ? Moment of reflection
Replies: 28
Views: 3431

Re: Who are "The BKs" ? Moment of reflection

I guess, this is one of the only other places that I can share my feelings and what I am going through as there may be a handful of people who visit this site who are going through or who may have gone through something similar to myself. Totally with you on this one enlightened. I just cannot keep...
by sarah
13 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Who are "The BKs" ? Moment of reflection
Replies: 28
Views: 3431

Re: Who are "The BKs" ? Moment of reflection

Every BK I have met has been a really lovely human being and has exhibited all the worthwhile qualities. If I just left it at that, i.e an acquaintance, pleasant neighbour, person I chat to when I buy a paper etc etc, that would be fine. The trouble is, when you get deeper into the BKs they all sing...
by sarah
10 Apr 2008
Forum: Admin back up
Topic: [Admin] User log; Cautions, Suspension, Bans etc
Replies: 8
Views: 2050

Re: [Admin] User log; Cautions, Suspension, Bans etc

I totally respect this decision. It is one thing to respond to or challenge what individual people choose to post on this forum, but to use information that is privileged and force somebody (myself, I think) to explain publicly why they have kept their identity and location hidden, is certainly a ma...
by sarah
04 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Mention about ex-BKs in Murlis
Replies: 24
Views: 3041

Re: Mention about ex-BKs in Murlis

OK, so I got carried away with emotion :roll: . Mr Green, I stand corrected. You have basically summed up what I wanted to say really. :P I wish I had your ecomony of words :lol:.
by sarah
04 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Mention about ex-BKs in Murlis
Replies: 24
Views: 3041

Re: Mention about ex-BKs in Murlis

Why did you become unfortunate instead of becoming fortunate? Did the Father who was teaching you say anything to you that you left the studies and became unfortunate? I am sorry but this is exactly the sort of thing that just makes me so angry and despondant. I am looking out the window now. I can...
by sarah
03 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Was I imagining it?
Replies: 9
Views: 1217

Re: Was I imagining it?

Hi ex-l, Well, firstly, just back from moving out a car load of stuff, still got to move tomorrow and get a van to move bulkier items out over the weekend. I did wonder if they would be about and more disarmingly nice because there was no pressure of me gatecrashing the transmission. Anyway, nobody ...
by sarah
03 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Was I imagining it?
Replies: 9
Views: 1217

Re: Was I imagining it?

And well done to you, you've pulled our pal Mr Green back on-line - he's in strong form by the sound of it, perhaps now we'll get a lighter touch that's been missing from the forum for so long Yes Paul, I also feel quite honoured to have Mr Green back too! Going back today to finish off the packing...
by sarah
02 Apr 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Was I imagining it?
Replies: 9
Views: 1217

Was I imagining it?

Just had a really uncomfortable moment. Many on this forum will know from my introductory thread that only about a month ago I fled from the BK centre where I lived after a period of what can only be described as complete mind, body and soul control, to the point where I actually left my husband and...