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by malachiel
27 Jul 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Bad vibes and psychic attacks
Replies: 22
Views: 3794

Re: Chanelling Entities

What position does, say, an intellectual or philosopher within the family have? They are more likely to be minimized as a danger and their thoughts dismissed as manmat whereas the most garbled and imaginative "trance messages" be hailed at God's emmissions. In other words, another Papacy. Only the ...
by malachiel
26 Jul 2007
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: 7 day ex-BK course
Replies: 28
Views: 4181

Lesson 8: Manipulation: Criticism over service. Lesson 9: Regarding the shame, guilt, anger, punishment and deception, and addressing the suicide issue. Lesson 10: Redefining you relationship with the Divine By the way, the Secret dvd has plenty of rosicrucian and hermetic elements, some of them li...
by malachiel
26 Jul 2007
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Greetings everyone.
Replies: 10
Views: 1776

I've regained it ... That's why I am part of the forum. I have the honor and the privilege to be responsible for my own happiness. And I am getting good at it ... :D.
by malachiel
25 Jul 2007
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Greetings everyone.
Replies: 10
Views: 1776

Re: no way out from what?

The realization that I was dysfunctional in many ways when I came into Gyan and that these psyc defects, are still all there and maybe have been hidden or even enhanced whilst giving my mind to the BK organisation. I am starting to make a list: - Need for a spiritual real warm family to belong to, ...
by malachiel
25 Jul 2007
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Greetings everyone.
Replies: 10
Views: 1776

Greetings everyone.

Here is my story: I had very low self-esteem when I was a kid. I could get grades, I could put adults in my pockets, but I could not make friends my age, or could not keep them once I had made friends. I was in high school (3rd grade) when I first had my BK course. Can you imagine? From close to zer...
by malachiel
25 Jul 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Channeling and the Psychic Dimension of BKWSU
Replies: 213
Views: 28492

I remember that....

I was told first that I should not try transe all, that it was impure and dangerous, that there was a safer and more effective way to meet Baba in the meditative state. I was also told that the people with the closest connection with ShivBaba were the people in India, and they alone would form the c...
by malachiel
25 Jul 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Purity
Replies: 61
Views: 7081

Purity ...

Purity, to me, was a bunch a rules, that I had to follow while I was in it ... Beyond just the sexual contact, or any contact for the matter, it meant continually ignoring the body of the person facing me, wich makes it quite difficult, especially when you're becoming a nurse ... :D. Purity now, is ...
by malachiel
25 Jul 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Who is God to you?
Replies: 24
Views: 2806

Re: What do I believe in?

Welcome to the forum malachiel and thanks for your first post. Very interesting nick. Mere "coincidence" or deliberately and implicitly Nuwaubian? Answer not at all necessary as I am fully content with the chance your arrival on the forum gave me to investigate and learn a few bits and pieces 8). I...
by malachiel
20 Jul 2007
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Who is God to you?
Replies: 24
Views: 2806

What do I believe in?

I believe in the divine, in general, the one that enhances the best human quality, the one that is undeniable. I believe in the unity of the male and the female but then, now that I think of it, I have never experienced being both in my meditation ... The God I believe in is both male and female. It...