The last time I saw you, or heard from you, you said or did something that I wish to address at this time. I would like to say that I found fault with your thoughts, attitudes, actions, speech and behaviour; also the vibrations you were emanating could have been much better. You may find it a little irksome to be put on the spot like this, especially as a long time has passed since I took my mental picture of you, and as it is obvious that I have taken my time in finding the best fault I can with you.
What my thoughts, actions, speech, behaviour and vibrations, not to forget attitudes were, as I was finding fault with you, are not up for discussion here. Please take note of that, it is your fault that I am discussing.
As an aside, all this stuff about knowing what is in the mind of God is either a load of nonsense, or something very, very special indeed. But that doesn't matter because I have my agenda, and it is to find fault with you.
I know that you have done your best to make peace with me but that also doesn't matter because what you did previously should not be forgotten, I would like that to colour everything that has happened since.
Yes, I know that if I am party to the thoughts of God, and if I abandon my "story" that runs incessantly in my mind about how I got here and who did what to me and what I did to them and all the stuff about my status in this world compares to those who are better or worse than me, there is a very good possibility that I will be filled with enough strength in the wink of an eye to enable me to create something very worthwhile. Aha! You tried to distract me there did not you! It is your fault I am dealing with, not the great possibilities that otherwise are available to me.
True, I could have been more merciful loving and supportive than I was but it is not my omissions that are on trial here, it is your fault, most definitely and forever and I never want you to forget that. So there!
By golly, I feel a lot better after that :roll: :P :wink: :lol:.
p.s. If I am responsible who else is there to blame? Another post coming soon unless I am banned from here too!