Hi Sanjeev BhaiSach_Khand wrote:But you seem to have gathered lots of Murli points and even studied them. May I know were you a BK before getting AIVV knowledge? If yes, for how many years? This is your personal information and it is your right to give it here or not to give.
Yes, i am/was a BK... well sort of! :D I came into Gyan(BK world) in 1985, and was fortunate enough to have the most wonderful teacher. I don't think any other soul could have brought me into Gyan, because i was so caught up in bodyconsciousness; i needed someone who not only talked the talk, but someone who also walked the walk. I have to say, he was my guru for a long time, and even now, i have some residual sanskars/karmas to deal with in this area. We are still in contact via email, and i would see him from time to time, but i suffer from a chronic fatigue condition, that makes it very difficult for me to do much, if any, socialising. Around 1990, my karmas came crashing around my ears, when i had a confluence of physical, mental and spiritual problems, that brought me to my knees. As i started to come through all of this, and thought i was finding my feet, my health took a huge nose dive, such that i haven't been able to work since 1993/4, and i have become a bit of a hermit during this time. I still have one or two contacts in the family, but i haven't attended class for over 20 years. So in this time, all that sustained me, was the knowledge and experience i had garnered, between 1985 and 1990. My condition was so bad, that i could neither churn or remain soul conscious for any length of time, as the effort was exhausting(if not impossible for most of the time), and caused very bad headaches; so i had to keep it very light. Although my efforts were very slight, i always felt ShivBaba's presence was there, and this kept me sane during this time. In 2009, and being a little stronger; i came across AK on the internet, and was very quickly intoxicated by what it was saying; i then found this forum soon afterwards. Unfortunately, my teacher who i mentioned earlier; advised me to go on this powerful detox programme, that he himself was using. Being keen to try anything, i did; but with disastrous results. It totally knocked me for six, and not only badly affected me physically, but somehow took away all my desire to make spiritual efforts, and i languished badly for 18 months, descending into quite a bad place; such that it took my lokik Father's comments, to put me back on track. Soon after this though, i re-engaged with AK, and have been enjoying studying it once more, since November last year(2010). So as i have mentioned before, it has been a funny old journey; but I am really glad to be here, sharing knowledge with you all, on this great forum.
Hope this wasn't too much information. :D