I think they do. :shock:proy wrote:Maybe that explains two things that are currently happening. Firstly, Gulzar is only channeling Lehkraj, as the PBKs say, and secondly, it explains why the BKs themselves are so tied up in Bhakti worship of Lehkraj, with pictures of him in all the centres and in every room at Madhuban. Maybe the Seniors still secretly believe that Lehkraj is God?
And one cannot believe how happy I am now that I can "openly say" that I never liked all those Brahma's pictures hanging around the center nor did I like meditating in front of Brahma's picture :oops:. I just couldn't get any experience by staring at the image of someone I considered just a human being!! Yes, I feel respect for him and for his teachings but I never ever considered him more inspiring than Shiv'Baba.
Especially in the last period of my BK life, I was sick of noticing that everywhere Brahma's pictures were becoming bigger and bigger ... and omnipresent. While Shiv'Baba had disappeared from the majority of meditation rooms. And even in the bedrooms of so many sisters, I could just see 2-3 Brahmas around their bed and of course no Shiva ...
In Oxford a few months ago, in the rooms where we were having Murli class and even Rakhi, there was just a huge Brahma and NO Shiva AT ALL!! Only now I am starting to understand why... :cry: If they had told me at the beginning that they considered Brahma to be God, I WOULD HAVE NEVER JOINED THE BKs.