Speaking as a traveller ... I would just like to take a moment to congratulate Robin & Tamasin on being such fabulous Pandava Shiva Shakti Souls, for being so unlimited and fielding such questions with Baba and truly delightful equanimity, Padam Padam Guna Mubarak. Hello one and all, and a hearty double Om Shanti to you all, Samarpann bhav naseeb kush michael Bhai here BK wollongong, brahmaloka, Dilwarra, somnath etc etc.
I have not seen the new TOTT yet, as much as I would love too. I have not seen it because I am not allowed anywhere except my local centre and only one day a week ta boot!! I was recently put in GRC in Madhuban during a visit last October.
I have sent many quotes to our tireless and inundated Seniors such as this; "Sakar Murli 16/02/07 "Don't speak on seeing the atmosphere. You have been doing that for a long time, and, according to the time, that was all right. However, now that the land has been prepared, sow the seeds of knowledge. Let there be such topics. You people change the topics so that people of the world can be interested. However, let only those who are interested come. You have had so many fairs, conferences and seminars. For so many years you selected topics on the basis of the people.
For how much longer will you remain in an incognito form? Now let yourselves be revealed. Whatever happened according to that time has happened, but now drop the Godly bomb on your own stage. Let their head spin about what you are saying. Otherwise, they simply say that you spoke very good things. So, that which was good remained good, and they just remained where they were. Now let there be some upheaval. Each one has his own right. When you give some points, speak with authority and love and no one will be able to do anything."
Do I have any complaint, not at all. Did I intend to be a troublemaker? Not in the least, are so many of our wonderful sweet world family members full of fear and denial? But of course. Do I have any feelings of dissatisfaction towards the souls who have me in this situation, No absolutely not, i know they are doing their best and they have my best interests at heart, same as I theirs.
I have had the all the Murlis until they were recently stopped due to what is actually nothing more than my over enthusiasm and belief that as Baba has said we are not doing enough to inform how late in the night it actually is. Of course it's true and i am sure we would ALL like to do more.
We are ALL doing our best, so i simply wait with Baba until I am allowed back more to enjoy my beloved fellow travellers company, i have made my understanding and feelings clear but it would serve no useful purpose to go away, or to criticize.
I love all my brothers and sisters completely whether they think i am nut's or understand i am simply very enthusiastic, and because I remain loyal to the Yagya I know Baba can use this. I am so fortunate i don't know how to blame, as it is anathema to anyone who really understands Drama. Baba has told me I am the instrument to bring the end sooner and the only reason I have this honour is because I completely understand we are all effort makers doing our best and well ...
Well I am going on too much, time for a full stop and the last words from our sweetest Shri Shri darling Baba, except to say "happiness is the golden key!" come home all of you, you cannot bring the much needed changes from here.
Over to you BapDada: "When you complain about others, you are speaking about others but in fact, you are revealing what you yourself are like, because you are carrying the negative feeling of others. Baba says: Child, look at the self, and only look at the goodness of souls in your connection and you will become good. If you don’t look at the goodness of others, you won’t become good. If you reform yourself by working on yourself with introversion, this will be visible, as nothing of an honest heart remains hidden."